Ok I heard this a lot of times. Yes, I have given up on her but you must understand that I still liked her very much. It is quite typical actually, for a lad to fancy a girl and this will normally take a few years for the hormone to 'cool down'. Its nearing a year since this happened and I hope that it can continue or god may help me, make it better for me. There was something in my mind that told me I saw her last wed in Singapore. I'll try to be optimistic but it is a fact that miracles do not happen, it is a miracle to be able to experience a miracle. I had quite an delightful evening at CT house where we had our band bbq, so thanks.