Today I saw my beloved one. Although its only the backview of her disappearing beyond the walls, it is satisfying to a certain extent. As I said Destiny speaks, Fate executes. All is in the hands of the god. Good luck Green Tea! Before the gathering with the saxophone section, the 2/7 gang went to the airport to send off Ruiqi. For those who do not know about her, she's our former 2/7 classmate who migrated to Australia. Then I rushed back to school to meet my saxophone section. Today is someone's birthday but I still feel empty. Considering that my dull life in the JC will begin next week, I couldn't help but wonder why I'm living in this world. Perhaps its because god wants to have some fun looking at how I live this life but I appreciate that, really. Today is probably the last time I'll get to see her, so good luck to all those pursuing their dreams and ambitions. God is upon all. My wish is to look at her once more. Perhaps this wish will change through the movement of time but, I hope not, really.

Destiny speaks........fate executes -
Eric Xiao

OK folks bowling again........Today went bowling with Zhimin and others. First time meeting him after our reunion in Shanghai. Looks and sounds the same. lll-_- lame. So as usual we got pawned by Annabeee the mafia qween. Zhimin that ass relied purely on brutal strength to knock down pins. You should look at the way he threw the bowl..........technique: 0 Strength: maybe 8. Alger....I don't really want to mention about him cos we were enjoying ourselves when that barbie decided to go back school with Zhimin which resulted us going back together cos me and annabelle could not be seen having a date together. I think the thing that "surprises" me is that the present I sent was recieved by the other party safe and sound without any delays from present-napping by CT, good job and thank you. Whatever the reaction will be, I think that I have the authority to at least let the person know how I feel. But frankly speaking I don't really want to affect her 'O' levels this year so Good luck to your 'O' levels whoever that person is...........Hell Yeah Man

Destiny Speaks.......Fate executes-
Eric Xiao

My Targets for this year

1. Get a decent grade for physics and maths in JC

To fulfil my ambition to be an architect I must obviously ace in maths and physics

2. Try my best not to be too crazy over sports

I don't think i'll meet this target cos whenever Cleveland Cavaliers or AC Milan loses I will start spewing vulgarities

3. Get Annabelle's dad to host me when I go shanghai

Haha easy just bribe Annabelle

4. Accumulate 200hrs of watching air crash Investigation

My favourite show of planes crashing down and people dying. shouldn't be too tough

5. Get Hooked up with the girl

I've tried to do it on her but failed so far (frankly speaking I did not even attempt once)

6. Get a certificate of Western Arts rank A

Due to 'O' levels and other stupid stuffs I only got a rank B two years back but.......I will be BACK

7. Have more frequent dates with my alto Saxophone

Seriously man I don't know why but I rarely touched my case unless I'm emo-ing about going after the girl

8. MONEY!

I missed many chances in the december holidays to get some income so I will try to smuggle more money into my bank account

9. Have $@x

Sorry this target is set to fill up the nine spaces cos its good luck when you got nine targets in 2009

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Its your destiny........to join us.........

wtpong............Went for outing with the saxophone section today and as usual there are horrendous stuffs and also quite good stuffs. A long time no see and most of them have changed. annabelle looks more hippier as compared when she first came into band in sec1 wearing braces and with that ponytail and not-that-cool specs. haha. Gabriel has grown taller but he still looks like a kid. And Ceetee..........shit I don't quite see anything different, and Puay Yun I don't really know much about her then the secret that *** **** is trying to *** her. First things first, I am considering to kill Gabriel. This f*** tart is such a nuisance and I regret for asking him out. He ordered for the most expensive food and in the end did not finish it. Second of all, the gift I bought in shanghai is finally on the way to its future owner which fortunately happens to be my beloved girl. I am not expecting any troubles for it to reach her unless Ceetee "present-nap" it which i don't think will happen. We went for delifrance first before going for bowling at CSC. I screw up the first few rounds and none were above 100.......how sad. Yesterday I was still dishing out 114 and 110 on Alger, that poor guy. However, I think its still quite fun today although time flies when you are enjoying it.

Today went bowling with Alger. At first it was going quite according to plan when I got three strikes and spares then it went awry, which caused me to get only 114 points. I knew I blasted away a lot of chances and I somehow got confused with my steps which cause me to screw up the second match. But the third match, I was lagging behind alger with the score at 108-71 on the last round when I miraculously got two strikes and a nine points to finish the game at 108-110. I almost died of heart attck while Alger was there spewing vulgarities at this eighth wonder of the world. Haha damn funny

Last week............SUUUUUUUCKS. This week not really..........SUUUUUUCKS. First of all I feel damn bored cos I have practically nothing to do except read papers and papers. And also the teacher put me in charge of external affairs regarding my art club. Holy shit man. I just called the boss of Bugis street regarding our art exhibition this June and to a certain extent, I was busy this week. Thats why some of you see me online more often. Yesterday Joseph came for a sleepover and we gamed till 4am. Both our heads were giddy after that and that probably caused Joseph to leave his phone behind at my house. HAHA

Another boring day........I wanted to start on my oil painting on large canvas but I just don't have the idea on what to paint. The canvas is 1.5m x 90cm so its quite large. And I would never waste a canvas. So i had better come up with a magnificent idea before I let the paintbrush kiss the board. I turned to the internet but obviously there isn't much people online cos the sec students are having school days. Patience is the key to success but if I don't get something to do fast I think I'll end up like Dr Jackyl or Mr Hyde............( no link at all)

Yiiiiiiiiieeeeeeessssss! Finally, the 7000 came up and it wasn't exactly the last minute of the week. Thanks folks. So, today I went back to Young Artist Club for the first time in half a year and saw all the juniors and some veterans. Young Artist club has most of the best teenage artists in the whole of Singapore. Anyone who thinks he or she can easily defeat the students in terms of art is practically insane. They are super skilled........ and I just got promoted to elite members in the club and is currently one of the 7 leaders. So damn happy.

Ok so finally, I've achieved elite rank 3 in Rainbow 6 Vegas 2. But I want 7000 hits on my blog more than anything for this week. I'll try to amuse all of you but, guys, do not place all your bets on me man. Classic jokes are rare. So today I went to watched cliff again. This time with my dad. But the weird thing is I laughed throughout the show again. Makes me look weird because last time I laughed with 3 of my friends . However, the cinema is more tightly packed and hundreds of them were emoing in silence while I'm the only one who laughed like crap. ONLY ONE! CAN YOU ****ing believe it? no one except me were acting like an asshole psycho. Rage, Fury, Irritation, Humiliation............

Its nearing!!!!!!!7000 hits. I don't care how and what you all do I just want 7000 hits before the end of this weeK!!!!!!I just got pissed off by the 12 choices of JCs and Polys so can't I have a good news? Anyway today I went back to school and the ****ing school told me I have to write to the pricipal, vice-principal seek permission from the art teacher and pay $18.90............lll-_-............I'm seriously pissed.

Ok finally, I registered my choices. God blessed me cos the procedure of choosing the damn courses or JCs were more tiring than back in the school days. Nevertheless, I survived. First of all I would like to recall the day when me Joseph, Alger and Kenny laughed our asses off in the cinema when the rest of the crowds were emoing. Red Cliff was supposed to be a tragic story but we were acting like psychos. Next, my father decided to have conflict with me over a PS3 console because I was already 1st Lieutenant while he was a private first class in Rainbow Six Vegas 2. So many amusing stuffs happening these days and old ZM flew to Bkok this morn, how fun. Hahaha. I just made a personal video for my trip to Shanghai and is on facebook. Those who know facebook just shut up and go while those who do not know a new invention called facebook please go to www.facebook.com and register your sweet and innocent account.

Oh damn it should be ashamed for getting such results for 'O'level. I will definitely be going JC cos I have to go into University, as proposed by my parents. Fortunately enough, there is architecture in National University and it only requires H1 Maths. Ok assume that its good news, but I'll be expecting a very fierce combat with the others. And I'll also suppose that JC subjects are much harder for students and passing it will be quite hard. My reason for rejecting( to a certain extent it is not considered as real rejecting) is that I do not feel safe holding only a Diploma( Trying my best not to insult those who wants to go in). My dream of studying in UK officially explodes when I got a B3 for English. Holy Hakulamatata. Right now I will try my best to go into the JC that I wanted and thats Pioneer. One reason is that it is near my house and as all of you know JC stuffs are back straining and having a house near it would be quite fantastic and much more convenient.

OK folks. This is probably the last post I'm gonna make before the paper of Destiny is handed to me. First I want to say is I had not enjoyed a single moment of my time in school. Those people were hocking craps in class and I had not learned a damn thing.....pretty much. No matter what I'm gonna get, I will not thank my teachers for that......OK thats not true......I will not thank bad teachers for that( I will consider who's bad or good). Another thing. If I get less than 8, I will promise not to think of my girl........ever. So folks, I'll see you all by......um......Ok by.......next life. Bye

Hi folks. just to let all of you know I'm making my own journal on my Shanghai trip. Anyone interested can try to threaten me to give you one copy. It is Homemade all-the-way, so don't you ****ing complain anything! Or i'll puss you.

To all those loyal fans of my blog..........I'm Bloody back from Shanghai!!!!!! The plane trip was bloody slow. Due to some reasons I thought it has flew to Antartica. I have got some cool pictures and am trying my bloody best to upload it onto the net. Haha-haha Ha Oh hee ha