Sorry folks for the late post. I just got rejected in the face. Maybe I should just accept the fact that she doesn't like me. However, sometimes you should know that when your determination has overcame your depression, nothing is impossible. Thats why I'll keep my stand, I don't really hold much hope now but I'll continue as long there is still a glow of light. Endure, patience and perserverence is the key to success. Do remember, Eric.

Ok, I'm totally broke after a day. Annabelle and Gabriel's birthday cost me all that I have in my bank but it turned out to be quite a wonderful day. We went to Delifrance for a long lunch before going for a movie, Hotel For Dogs..............its a lame show so please watch it. Today is the day that I collected my 100th green tea bottle. Its a milestone so hurray. If you are wondering why am I keeping these craps first of all they are not craps, recycling is a good way to save our environment and secondly, I believe that green tea stands for something more important than a container made of plastic. SYF for sec school is comin and that signals for the alumni to stop returning to school. The time has come, beyond that and I will never have the chance to go back. The last chance is on friday, miss it and its gone, but should I?

OK first of all, I'm sick. Seems that the flu-bird has flown into my nose again, and the only logical thing for me to do is to facebook and write my blog? Quite ridiculous but effective. For those who have been craving to look at my bike you get to do it today. Its on the left. And also my green tea collection has reached far beyond the size of my cupboard. Hahahahaha. Sun it will be a marvellous day cos Its Annabeeeee the mafia queen's birthday, sadly and unfortunately, I haven't think of a decent present to give except for pencil and ruler. Hahahahaha, one more thing. The cake from Delifrance is ****ing expensive.

What a magnificent day. For the first time since JC has started I got time for bowling again. The first 3 games was pretty good, twice breaking the 110 barrier. But then Alger and Kenny's horrific jokes caused me to burn my last game which ended in 67 points. One amazing thing of Alger is that one moment you see him score 1/2 points per set and the other you can see him having Xs and/s all the way, lll-_- mystifying. And so that concludes my day at B.Batok CSC bowling centre. Craving for a second round tomorrow.

Bad luck continues. I'm pretty fucked up by the serious of bad lucks during the week. The fact that i used a vulgarity openly on my blog for the first time allows you to see how pissed off I am right now. Last sat I customized my bike and bought some accessories which as crazy as it sounds does not fit perfectly on my bike. Can you imagine? Every piece I have to use a special method to make sure it stands on my bike. Then, its the fact that my Soprano sax was damaged. The fact that some keys can't be played is fucking sad. And the place where this thing was "supposedly" produced said they does not offer maintenace. Fuck them. Then, its the miss of her. My much anticipated day of the week was blown into scraps when she hopped on to a car and left. I was left by the roadside still anticipating that she would see me and words were running through in my mind. However I do not blame anyone, certainly not her. But i just hope that Jesus Christ can see the fucking pissed off state I am in right now and please stop all bloody craps. For all those who are stunned by the colorful words I used in my blog please do not be stunned cos it is something that I don't usually do in my blog. Haha-haha. Felt much better after blogging, you can certainly look forward to a usual me in the future unless............

Another failure.......Perhaps it was really because of destiny that we are to be like this. I just could not have a conversation with her (dunno why). Perhaps she did not see a guy in PJC uniform standing at the school gate gazing at her or is it her intention to ignore. But my heart ached badly, for the first time in my life. It was a serious of heart thumps that abated slowly. Just once please

Hi folks, feeling a little depressed these days. Workload in PJC sure is increasing like my mailbox. Bad news is my bike is down again, the metal lining on the front wheel broke again, how sad. However, I still feels for my loved. Maybe I should just talk to her, OK I WIL

Oh shit today I just blew a perfectly chance to talk to her. I was so near, probably 2m away and I could not approach her WTF. Maybe it is because there were 'light bulbs' beside. However, my determination has overcame my depression. I shall continue my pursuit of my dream and i swear i will not miss any chance in the future, definitely not. Wait a while more my dear.

Much fun in band today, we practiced on a new piece and took no longer than 1 1/2 hours to play it from top to bottom without much mistakes. However, sad news came. I can't get to see her tomorow. Maybe it was fate that decided to create an obstacle in front of me but as I said I will continue my determination as long as I am still alive. In the name of Eric Xiao I swear I will keep my promise no matter what. Just hope that life will not so difficult.

What a plesant day at school again.Thank god for putting me into this JC. First of all, the band at PJC is hell lot of fun. Sorry I have a limited amount of vocab in my brain so please bear with it. Ok so my lecture starts......in economy we need to make choices due to scarce resourses. For example, time is of the essence. You may be foregoing time for MSNing or studying by reading the crap post. That is......OK la shouldn't fill your brains with these things. Ha-ho-hee-hu-ha-hee-hu-ha-hahahahahaha. I'm still in the middle of composing my second saxophone solo "Stabat Mater Dolorosa" and just broke the 20 bar checkpoint, 110 more to go lll-_- Die liao la. I have planned 2 more project, "My Heart Will Go On" & "Autobots Descend". Both are expected to be more interesting then "Stabat"(Only in the composing part la, the playing part I will prefer "Stabat". Haha. My schedule for this week is VERY VERY TIGHT. So if you want to book me out the chances are close to 0%. Sorry, but I will make that exceptional for her. Haha

Holy shit man belive it or not I nearly got struck by lightning. Ok here's what happened, I was riding my bike with bouyant spirits when the sky decided to cry, heavily. So I was in the middle of a big plain and desperately want to seek shelter. Then as I counted myself lucky to find an empty shelter under the MRT line, the sky decided to play some flashbang. There was a very very loud bang following a blinding flash and I fell from my bike. My legs were ****ing weak and numb and I had trouble getting back up at first while rain still poured down on me, how unlucky. There was another man beside me who called to me to help him up cos he can't get up on his own.

What a pleasant day. Went to the US University seminar this afternoon at Mandarin Oriental hotel and talked to the guy from University of California and University of San Francisco. Not a bad experience. Unfortunately I'm pretty sure it won't be easy to get into these universities. I wanna go Princeton!!!!!!! Desperately. And one more thing, I'm missing out too much on the CCKSSWinds Community and want to go back as soon as possible. Unfortuately(again), there is a stupid obstacle called Security Guards. Holy shit on an Altar. If I'm not wrong without pass, I can maximum go back school 2 more times. Choose wisely