Face the fact, its over. The same sentence has been floating in my head for about 2months already. Sadly, I accepted it only today. Shes not going to bother you, Eric and your efforts were not aided by your fate. It is destined in your life. Ok forget it, i'll accept. Maybe somewhere in my mind is urging me to continue hoping that she will come PJC but.......please wake up and look at the statistics; DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE THE ******* WHO WILL GET THE MIRACLE FROM GOD? nope. So its over, all over. I guess my drama can end here for a while. I guess so........