"Phantom of the Opera" Real life edition

I cannot believe this when I saw the picture. It was horrifying. Imagine your face being covered by plaster cloth and you look just like something that jumped out of a horror movie. Phantom of the Opera, this is the first thing that came to my mind.

GP exam is over and I've got mixed feelings. I feel like I have written as best as I can but I seriously got no idea what my results will look like. Probably a just pass? Like for god knows how many times? Or will it be a fail? I guess I'm giving a pyramid 4-1-5 guessing. I've got 1 week break, need to qiong like shit. Revised China Studies today, feels damn confused by the notes. Still got maths and econs. Art, well, I'm real screwed. Coursework is halting for a few weeks but I've only got 1 week to memorize 6 artists.

I will never ask God for fulfilling my wishes anymore, just hope that he is always there to support me from falling into the abyss. I CAN DO IT!

Stepped down with honor

I officially stepped down today from Young Artist Club. Its been a long 8 years and I'm pretty much filled with emotions when I walked out of that wooden door. To think that it was this club that introduced me to the world of arts, opened the door that may be crucial to my survival in the future. But frankly speaking I've got no time. If it wasn't for the packed JC2 academic I would no have found myself grasping for time. Oh well we age everyday and it is impossible for us to stay at the same place forever, walk on O' Mighty.

Polo House

This came out of nowhere. We won the house champion for the 2010 road run. Oh my 天 can you believe it? We kept hearing Byron, Bryon, Byron on the price presentation but who would have expected that we would still win? Polo house for God-knows-how-many consecutive years have we made a complete sweep of any possible house championship. Inter house game, aiyah that one no need to say, we got as many 1st place as we can. House cheering, fun bun we win again, and road run. Polo house may have the ugliest color but I feel honored to be part of it.

And one more thing, this sentence from Mr William Chan motivated me to the max: "MOE will personally write to the university you are applying for, stating that you have completed China Studies in English for 'A' Levels, Only you and no one else." OMG can you believe it? Imagine how useful and powerful it is when UCL or NUS see this letter.

Level of screwedness: 47.9%
Hope of kicking back to JC1: 23.1%

I'm so screwed. It is today that I wonder why did I choose both China Studies AND Art. They are really killing the shit out of me. China Studies Proposal stage is already sickening and then there was Art, a subject that is brain-draining me. I'm almost out of ideas!!!!!! Sleeping at 2-3 am everyday for 2 weeks is hell, I experience it and I know. Art especially, personally I think I suck at it, really. I'm not an abstract person so I can't really think of any good ideas to put on my preperatory boards. I think my main problem is the complexity of my prep works. It sucks serisouly and I swear I will work for as long as it goes until I can get it correct. People say you've got to work on double on things you are not good at so, yeah I guess its another 3-4 weeks of 4hr sleep/day. Thankfully I'm not an OGL if not I'm 99.99% screwed.

Dear Lord, I sincerely hope that things will change for the better, Amen

Arghhh!!!!! No!!!!! I just recieved my National Service Deferment letter and that is such a horror. The problem is not with NS, the problem is my fitness is CMI. I need to buck up soon or I will not only have to suffer during NS but also tio another BMT training which takes away 2-3 more months of my precious holiday time. Arghh!!!!!