Oh shit today I just blew a perfectly chance to talk to her. I was so near, probably 2m away and I could not approach her WTF. Maybe it is because there were 'light bulbs' beside. However, my determination has overcame my depression. I shall continue my pursuit of my dream and i swear i will not miss any chance in the future, definitely not. Wait a while more my dear.

Much fun in band today, we practiced on a new piece and took no longer than 1 1/2 hours to play it from top to bottom without much mistakes. However, sad news came. I can't get to see her tomorow. Maybe it was fate that decided to create an obstacle in front of me but as I said I will continue my determination as long as I am still alive. In the name of Eric Xiao I swear I will keep my promise no matter what. Just hope that life will not so difficult.

What a plesant day at school again.Thank god for putting me into this JC. First of all, the band at PJC is hell lot of fun. Sorry I have a limited amount of vocab in my brain so please bear with it. Ok so my lecture starts......in economy we need to make choices due to scarce resourses. For example, time is of the essence. You may be foregoing time for MSNing or studying by reading the crap post. That is......OK la shouldn't fill your brains with these things. Ha-ho-hee-hu-ha-hee-hu-ha-hahahahahaha. I'm still in the middle of composing my second saxophone solo "Stabat Mater Dolorosa" and just broke the 20 bar checkpoint, 110 more to go lll-_- Die liao la. I have planned 2 more project, "My Heart Will Go On" & "Autobots Descend". Both are expected to be more interesting then "Stabat"(Only in the composing part la, the playing part I will prefer "Stabat". Haha. My schedule for this week is VERY VERY TIGHT. So if you want to book me out the chances are close to 0%. Sorry, but I will make that exceptional for her. Haha

Holy shit man belive it or not I nearly got struck by lightning. Ok here's what happened, I was riding my bike with bouyant spirits when the sky decided to cry, heavily. So I was in the middle of a big plain and desperately want to seek shelter. Then as I counted myself lucky to find an empty shelter under the MRT line, the sky decided to play some flashbang. There was a very very loud bang following a blinding flash and I fell from my bike. My legs were ****ing weak and numb and I had trouble getting back up at first while rain still poured down on me, how unlucky. There was another man beside me who called to me to help him up cos he can't get up on his own.

What a pleasant day. Went to the US University seminar this afternoon at Mandarin Oriental hotel and talked to the guy from University of California and University of San Francisco. Not a bad experience. Unfortunately I'm pretty sure it won't be easy to get into these universities. I wanna go Princeton!!!!!!! Desperately. And one more thing, I'm missing out too much on the CCKSSWinds Community and want to go back as soon as possible. Unfortuately(again), there is a stupid obstacle called Security Guards. Holy shit on an Altar. If I'm not wrong without pass, I can maximum go back school 2 more times. Choose wisely